Therese Estacion

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Biography: 

Therese Estacion is part of the Visayan diaspora community. She spent her childhood between Cebu and Gihulngan, two distinct islands found in the archipelago named by its colonizers as the Philippines, before she moved to Canada with her family when she was ten years old. She is an elementary school teacher and is currently studying to be a psychotherapist. Therese is also a bilateral below knee and partial hands amputee, and identifies as a disabled person/person with a disability. Therese lives in Toronto. Her poems have been published in CV2 and PANK Magazine, and shortlisted for the Marina Nemat Award. Phantompains is her first book.

 

Micro-interview: 
Did you read poetry when you were in high school? Is there a particular poem that you loved when you were a teenager?: 

There was no real opportunity for me to read poetry while I was in highschool. Our teachers mainly used whatever was considered canonical during that time period ie. Shakespeare, Dickens. However, I was an avid reader and loved reading Greek Mythology, Sci-Fi and the Bronte sisters.

 

When did you first start writing poetry? And then when did you start thinking of yourself as a poet?: 

I started writing poetry a year or two before my illness—which led to my amputations— and shortly after I was discharged from the rehabilitation hospital I spent 4 months going back and forth my surgery dates. I wrote quite a bit independently when I left the hospital. Previous to that, I wrote mainly for the poetry courses I signed up for as a way to pass my time after work. The poetry I wrote as a disabled person/person with a disability were driven by my desire to sublimate my grief, and to move away from loneliness and melancholy. The state I was in when I wrote these poems never made me feel like a poet. I don't know what it takes to feel like a poet. There's a part of me that resists defining myself as a poet due to the stereotype it conjures. I am more comfortable is saying, definitively, that I write poetry, than to claim my identity as a poet.

 

What do you think a poet’s “job” is?: 

I think one of the role poetry plays, in my life anyways, is to act as an introduction to what my soul desires and feels, and to give voice or words to that desire. It also helps me feel less alone when I am in a state of disarray. Poetry can also remind me of a specific type of beauty and grace. One that is more crepuscular and mixed with tension.

 

If you have a poem in our anthology what inspired you to write it?: 

I was inspired by anger and a desperate need to tell the Observer that disabled bodies/bodies with disabilities need and deserve privacy, especially when we are in public just doing day to day mundane things. The poem stems from a need to let the seer know that I, too, am a witness. This point of view can be a very empowering stance.

  

 

If you had to choose one poem to memorize from our anthology, which one would it be?: 

I would probably choose Anne Carson's From Red Doc. I loved that book and the piece offered in your anthology is a great one! I’d love the chance to play around with the different voices that inhabit the piece. Also, this piece seems to have both humour and tragedy coexisting and fusing in that strange apathetic way one often associates with mania. I think that would be interesting to embody.

 

Publications: 
Title: 
Phantompains
Publisher: 
Book*hug
Date: 
March 31, 2021
Publication type: 
Book