Poem for My Body

Ruth Daniell

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No one else rescued me. Not my father

or my brother or, years later, the gentle man

who became my husband. Not my mother

or my best friend or any of the women

who listened to me tell my story

and told me their own stories as we drank

cups of hot chocolate in cafés in Vancouver

while outside the rain poured and fallen leaves

gathered like audiences in the streets. No.

None of them were there that night

when that first boyfriend leaned over me,

against me, into me. I remember how I froze,

how I could not move and I thought I hated myself,

hated my body — because it paralyzed me that moment,

because it was not beautiful enough or it was too

beautiful. But I do not hate my body. No.

I will love it. Let me praise my eyes for crying,

my throat for crying out. My hand, its impulse,

the red slap it left across his face.

Let me praise my arms for gathering my clothes,

my legs for taking me out of that house,

my feet for remembering left for brake, right for gas.

Ruth Daniell, "A Poem for My Body," from The Brightest Thing. Copyright © 2019 by Ruth Daniell. Reprinted by permission of Caitlin Press.

Source: The Brightest Thing (Caitlin Press, 2019)